The Mysterious World of Liz

i'm back...

2005-04-06T12:25:00.000-07:00

I'm back after a month without posting. As you can see, I did not die from getting my blood drawn. I'm on spring break now. But it's already halfway over. I need summer break. Really badly.

The Sucking of my Blood.

2005-02-24T15:27:00.000-08:00

Yes, that's right. I must have my blood sucked again. I just got it sucked in September! I don't need it sucked again. But I have to. Once again, they have to put that tourniquet on my arm to collapse my blood vessel and cut off my circulation. Then they'll stick that needle right into my vein and I'll have to watch as my blood collects in that little tube. And they say I'm not supposed to be tense. In September I was too uptight, and they had to re-do it, so I lost even more blood. Then my arm becomes all sore and it feels like it's about to fall off.

2005-02-15T15:32:00.000-08:00

Ok, so Green Day didn't win all six. But they rightfully won best rock album. And they rocked the roof off with American Idiot.
I was kinda sad though when Evanescence's My Immortal lost to Los Lonely Boys. But oh well. They won two last year anyway.
Another thing, you anonymous person who commented on my previous post, ARE YOU SERIOUS???????? ARE YOU A MUSIC JOURNALIST OR SOMETHING??? IF YOU ARE SERIOUS, THEN I LOVE YOU!! And I mean it.

The Grammys

2005-02-12T13:36:00.000-08:00

are tomorrow. All I have to say is that Green Day better win all the six that they're nominated for. WHO'S WITH ME????!!!!

Happy Birthday Phoenix!

2005-02-08T16:48:00.000-08:00

Happy 28th birthday to the bassist of Linkin Park! Thanks for being part of one of my favorite bands in the whole entire world.

Aquire The Fire

2005-02-07T15:35:00.000-08:00

ROCKED THE LIFE OUT OF ME! But now I'm suffering rock concert withdrawl. Thousand Foot Krutch was awesome. I didn't get to the very front but I got pretty close. A few of my friends did though. And he almost TOUCHED THEIR HANDS! But not quite. I was suffocating in other crazed fans. But I loved it. There were people pulling my hair and pushing me and stepping all over me and falling on me. I can't remember the last time I had that much fun.

Is there a Bright Side?

2005-01-31T15:24:00.000-08:00

Lately I've felt really super messed up.
Am I normal?
Or is this life?
Does anyone out there know how I feel?
Does anyone out there care?
Would anyone attend my funeral if I died today?
Why am I asking you all these questions?
Why am I so cynical?

Unlucky Thirteen

2005-01-15T14:05:00.000-08:00

So. Today is my birthday. Big freaking woo. No party. But at least I get to go to the mall and spend my $73 with Susanna.

2005-01-02T14:56:00.000-08:00

you represent the dark feelings in life. you are
sad and lonely and also keep to yourself.

What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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New Year, New Start, Whatever.

2005-01-01T21:32:00.000-08:00

Wow. It's finally 2005. It still hasn't gotten any better. At least my suckiest year ever is over. Hopefully 2005 won't be get any worse. So, 2 weeks to my thirteenth birthday. Big freaking woo. Why am such a skeptic? I should be happy. I have my new electric guitar, a Stratocaster, to be exact. But I guess possesions can't really make me happy. At least I have ATF to look forward to...

Just What I Thought.

2004-12-29T15:16:00.000-08:00

you are Like the sad fairy, Things just never go
right for her:'( She has come to fear just the
simpleist things, her powers are like the Light
fairy's, but she has lost all happiness, and
comfort is seeping away too. She could have
been an evil fairy as well, who had lost their
powers.Those are the main traits of the sad
fairy. can you relate to some of them? You
probably can, because that is what this quiz is
for!

**The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) for girls, but if you are a guy you can take it too! !**being improved more**!
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Sounds Like Me.

2004-12-29T14:46:00.000-08:00

you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.

which happy bunny are you?
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Hot Topic

2004-12-18T13:48:00.000-08:00

Yes, I was finally there for the first time since November 7! So was Jamie. Hilary, I tried to call you but no one was there, sorry!

Anyway, Jamie bought me my Christmas present, which was an Emily the Strange notebook. I love Emily the Strange! I got her a pack of Emily the Strange trading cards. Jamie kept asking me if I liked the notebook, and she wouldn't believe me when I said yes, yes, YES!!! Well here you go, Jamie, I love it enough to write about it on my blog! OKAY?

For myself I got this pair of zipper earrings and this blue mesh top thingy that goes over shirts. And my grand total (for those two things) was only $11.83! Thanks to the 50% off on clearance items, I got the blue mesh thing for only four bucks.

Reveal Your True Identity!

2004-12-18T13:45:00.000-08:00

Will all of you anonomous commenters PLEASE TELL ME WHO YOU ARE?

This sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks. Did I mention it sucks?

2004-12-14T15:25:00.000-08:00

Darn, I am in my freaking suicidal mood again. I am NOT REALLY going to kill myself, I just am wondering again, Why in the heck am I even here? It SUCKS, believe me. I go to sleep knowing tomorrow there'll be nothing else. Except the same as yesterday, the day before that, etc. I am screaming on the inside, screaming for a life that means something! Screaming for the happiness that was ever-present last year that seems like a nice dream now. I took it for granted. The fault is my own. I should have held on to it. Is it ever going to get better? Just when I think I've reached the bottom, I fall some more. It is always getting worse. And I don't even know the reason for all of this freaking depression!

Just To Let You Know...

2004-12-10T21:18:00.000-08:00

I did not write the Pink Pajama Song, however, I do write other stuff, including songs and poems.

My Black Lipstick.

2004-12-10T21:09:00.000-08:00

I feel so beautiful in it. Beautiful in an offbeat way. And feeling beautiful doesn't come easy to me. Alas, my mother will not let me wear it out of the house. Sigh. Oh well. The beautiful me will always have to remain trapped in these four walls, while the average looking me will have to show her average face in public.

Flattered To The Point of Deliriousness

2004-12-10T20:17:00.000-08:00

To All The Nice Strangers Who Commented:

Thank you soooo much. No one's ever told me I kick ass before. And no one's ever told me I'm mature for twelve because of my possetion of latent fury and combat boots! Thanx so much, all of you! I'm able to express myself better through my blog, ya know, than thru actual speech. I am so DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW, I can't express it! Eeeeeee!

P.S. Check out my other blog: http://gothik-angel.blogspot.com

Christmas, New Year, Birthday, & ATF!!!

2004-12-05T18:23:00.000-08:00

Eeee! I'm so excited I can't sleep! First of all comes Christmas. I'm gonna spend all my Christmas money on an electric guitar. But that, of course, is not the only reason why Christmas is so fun.
Next comes New Year! I'm SICK OF 2004. BRING IT ON!!! Hopefully 2005 will be better than 2004. I am going to have many, many new years resolutions. Of course.
New year means new birthday. I'm turning 13 January 15. It's sucky being twelve. But I don't expect thirteen to get any better. Sigh. I am such a pessimist.
Last but not least is Acquire The Fire! It is something my youth group is doing on February 4-5. I get to see TFK! Plus we get to sleep in a church. Like a huge sleepover with twice the excitement.

Some of my Friends

2004-12-03T17:23:00.000-08:00

I met Jamie, one of my very best friends at summer camp August of 2004. We met, well, because of my necklace. It was a mood necklace, and she wanted to try it on for a little. Even though I didn't really know her, I let her try it. After she gave it back we started talking. We found out, somehow, that we were almost exactly alike. By five days of knowing each other, she was already one of my best friends! We see each other and talk all the time about everything.

I first met my friend Alannah at my church when we were really little. Then, in third grade, she started going to my school. We would see each other all the time. We still see each other, but not as much, since I don't go to that school anymore. She is nice and I can trust her with anything.

I met my other friend Susanna over a year ago. She's really giggly and happy and always talks to me. My partner in crime! (Refer to "The Baddest Thing I've Ever Done" post.)

I will add more friends later, so don't worry if you are not one of these people!

Jamie's Blog!

2004-12-03T17:18:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone, check out Jamie's Blog!
Here's the adress: http://gothik-pixie.blogspot.com

Farewell, Braces.

2004-11-20T14:12:00.001-08:00

On Wednesday I got my braces off. Surprisingly enough, I miss them. My teeth feel naked now. At first I really freaked out. I was so upset that I started crying. Everybody says I have a wonderful smile now. Although I don't smile that much.

Evil Ben Stein?

2004-11-09T15:17:00.000-08:00

A couple nights ago I had this very strange dream that Ben Stein was trying to kill everybody!

MY LATENT FURY

2004-10-29T15:16:00.000-07:00

Hidden behind my happy smile is latent fury burning hot enough to consume me and anyone unfortunate enough to be existing close to me at that time. But you shouldn't worry, because you know I am speaking figuratively.

Liz's Official List of All Things Loathsome

2004-10-28T14:48:00.000-07:00

~Being in seventh grade
~Going to school
~Basketball practice
~Having to wake up early
~Having to go to bed early (even though I never REALLY do)
~Never having any time to do stuff I want
~Indescision
~Paranoia
~Having a bad attitude I can't seem to fix

#$*&!!!

2004-10-27T15:37:00.000-07:00

SOMEBODY TELL ME, WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT EVERYBODY, INCLUDING ME, HATES ME????? SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sincerely hope this is just my imagination. WHY DOESN'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND????

My Halloween Costume

2004-10-12T15:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went to a couple thrift stores to search for this year's Halloween costume. What I wanted to find was an ugly old '80's dress. What I'm going to be, I don't exactly know what you would call it. A goth geek at a prom? That's what my mother calls it. But I don't know. Sad thing is, I am a geek. Not really sad, though. Geeks aren't really as bad as the media portrays them. To the point.

The first store I went to had two ugly 80's dresses. *JACKPOT!* But the first one was too small. And the second one was too big. Sigh. On to the next one.

In the second store, there were FOUR different ones. The first one was blue and silky, with a couple of tacky buttons. It puffed out at the bottom, falling just above my knees. It made me look kind of like a clown. I thought that one was perfect. But it was $16. WHO WOULD PAY THAT MUCH FOR THAT UGLY THING? I didn't have that much. Maybe later.

The other three were either too boring or just WAY TOO REPULSIVE. I must get that blue one. I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST I MUST. . .

Words to Describe Me

2004-10-10T14:28:00.000-07:00

Impatient

Difficult- or should I say IMPOSSIBLE?

Weird

Indescisive

Moody

Different

Paranoid

Dramatic

Pink Pajamas

2004-09-27T11:51:00.000-07:00

This is the coolest song EVER!!!

(sing to the tune of "Glory Glory Hallelujah")

I wear my pink pajamas in the summer when it's hot.

And I wear my flannel nightie in the winter when it's not.

And sometimes in the springtime, and sometimes in the fall, I jump right in between the sheets with NOTHING ON AT ALL!!!

Glory, glory how peculiar!

Nosey, nosey, what's it to ya!

Balmy breezes blowin' through ya,

with NOTHING ON AT ALL!!!

The Baddest Thing I've Ever Done

2004-09-24T18:12:00.000-07:00

It was late August 2004. I was at my friend Susanna's parents' lake property for five days. We started getting bored. So we wrote fake love letters to eight guys who all go to our youth group. It was her idea. We made them so pathetic that it's embarrassing. It was fun while it lasted but now I regret doing it, and so does she. But whatever. I guess we live and learn.

The Highs and Lows of Being Liz

2004-09-24T18:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I love my life. And sometimes I hate it.
Sometimes I feel beautiful. And sometimes I feel repulsive.
Sometimes I love guys. And sometimes I hate them.
But there's one thing that will never change. And that is my great love for God and my friends.